I feel like a total waste in my inability to muster the strength to post lately. Things are rough. Deadlines are looming. I've been selfish and kept my daily thoughts of Tim to myself. I've been silly, and kept my worries about the race to myself. I've been absent, and kept pretty much to myself.
I need to be done with a draft of my dissertation like... two weeks ago. This last chapter just doesn't want to get writ.
But that's not the point here... (no matter how much I love to vent)
The point is, I hope you all know...
It doesn't mean that I'm not thinking about Tim, It doesn't mean that I'm not going to finish the race, and it doesn't mean I don't have more to share.
I am, I am, and I do.
So please don't give up on me.